I am totally 100% uninterested in law school right now. Completely over it. I got called on twice last week, and I have no motivation whatsoever to do any my homework this weekend. Which is A Very Bad Thing, seeing as it's Sunday morning and I have not cracked a book since Friday's Criminal Law class.
At least the stupid memo from hell is done. I probably sucked on it, and will likely not get the honors mark in skills this semester as a result, which is unfortunate since that was the one and only bright spot to my otherwise lack-luster performance last semester, but oh hell, I just don't care.
With any luck I'll get re-motivated about all this sometime very soon. If I don't, I kind of screwed, but again with the not much caring.
I wonder what this is all about? It's not so much as total lack of focus as it is my focus is on other things. My love life (now that I have one again, so much for eschewing all men) for one thing, Aikido for another, the whole process of really trying to live again really.
Anyway, must get back to fixing my computer. The LYM helped me scrub it this weekend, so it should be running faster, but I'm still missing some apps and iTunes won't run for some reason which confounds us all. blegh. And I still have to do my homework. Damn it.
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When my stepson Ben was in law school, he told me he thought the whole purpose was to see who could stick it out the longest. It subsumed his entire life sometimes and the rest of the time it sucked up most of his life. Eventually he took a semester off, but he didn't give up and oh how happy he is now, I suspect working just as many long hours, but on the parts he loves.
Don't give up. The world needs more of the good-uns. Just understand that now and then you'll overload. Open the valve, let off the steam, then close it up again and move on.
And by golly - don't you DARE go back to California without us getting together at least once.
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