Well, the WW meeting wasn't so bad. Not so good either, but considering that I'm all bloated from PMS, it wasn't quite as bad as I thought it might be. I still feel like an old lady with a wide ass, but at least I'm doing something about it. I've decided to try the Core plan this time, I think it might be easier to measure less, and I still think it's easier to maintain on the Core plan. Or at least it should be in theory. We'll see. I'll give it a few weeks. That's probably the best thing about the program right now, having a choice between plans is nice and gives you a lot of flexibility. I realized this morning that part of my issue with the whole weight-loss thing lately is tied into the general inability to finish anything recently. I feel like I left everything half done at work, my knitting projects are getting nowhere, why should I do any better with WW? It's a bit absurd, I have the ability to finish this if I just stay focused and don't let myself get into a fug about it, and would probably help with the feeling of incompletion.
Anyhow, it occurred to me this morning that WW meetings were also a good time to do some knitting. I brought my scarf with me and got the first lace panel done and a decent start on the second. Having some time to really focus on myself and my state of being is a good thing. My No Law Friday Afternoon's probably won't last now that I have No Law Saturday Morning, but that's ok. The idea is to have time to do things that aren't related to school, it doesn't really matter what day I pick to do it.
In school related news, my loan finally got straightened out and the check is supposedly on it's way. Hurray! I have to call the loan people on Monday to find out what the exact deal is, but I should be ok in a few weeks. It's nice to know that that's worked out for now at least. I'll worry about the loans for next year in the spring. With any luck I'll be able to establish residency or get a fellowship and my tuition will be less. I can only hope. Now I just need to decide what to do with myself over the summer. It seems silly to worry about this now, but from what I've been told if you want to get paid over your 1L summer, you have to start the hunt early.
I still feel like crap, but the cold seems to be more or less manageable. As long as I don't move to quickly it's ok. Hopefully it'll be better by Monday, and Ophelia will go someplace else and I'll be able to ride my bike to school next week. Getting some physical activity in will help my state of mind tremendously. And it certainly won't hurt the WW thing either.
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