Wow but am I nervous. And jumpy. I hate the weeks leading up to exams. Everything goes all nutty and I can't eat. Somehow this year it's the fragments of life surrounding the exams that are making me more nervous. I have no idea if this is good or bad, it just feels like so many things are in flux, there's nothing solid to anchor myself to while I try to deal with tests and papers. Blegh. I must learn to flow like the stream and not be the rock, or whatever it is you are supposed to do.
I think even the professors are getting nutty. My Evidence class was supposed to be cancelled today, but last night I got some random email about a web cast. WTF? As usual, I have no idea what in the hell my first amendment prof is talking about, but that's normal. Yesterday somehow he got round to Saint Christopher having been taken off the calendar of saints. Beats me, but that's the Socratic method for you. Oh, and my privacy prof thinks I should go in to teaching. Which is an interesting idea, but I think I still need some kind of actual job first.
I want to go to aikido and train until nothing else matters. Stupid back.
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