Friday, September 23, 2005

Collateral damage

I don't think this whole school thing is worth the price...maybe I'm just not so willing to pay it at this point. I don't know. All I do know is that my options are drifting away one by one, I can't focus on anything, and I have no safe place to run to.

I can't even spin. You know it's bad when not even my wheel can hold my attention, when I can't find that simple, elemental rhythm.

1 comment:

Kendra said...

I totally get how scary and lonely it must be to throw EVERYTHING out -- friends, job, life -- to start something new. It will get better. You will make new friends. Things will start to become routine. Your house will start to feel like home.

Don't forget that year 1 of law school is SUPPOSED to be horrible.

Make a goal -- get through today, then this semester, then this year. Schedule a visit back out our direction. I will make you many cups of tea and take you dancing.