I have a week left of class. Then exams. Somewhere in there I have to send out several dozen resumes so I can hopefully get some interviews lined up while I'm in California for the holiday. And take exams. And I did no outlining at all this weekend.
I feel woefully unprepared for this. It's just overwhelming at the moment, and I hate to admit it but the whole holiday break really didn't help much. It was all for the best really, but I wasn't able to relax and regroup like I'd hoped. I didn't get any real studying done, didn't really sleep enough, and somehow feel even less safe and more uncertain than I did before.
On the plus side, I got my second memo back and did really well on it, and I just met with the career center people and they were pleased with my resume so far and had lots of helpful things to say about my job search for the summer.
I just feel really overwhelmed, terrified, and a bit sad, if not a little hopeless. This whole being poor and cold and lonely thing is really more than I can take right now, what with school related stress building up so much because of finals, having to find a job, and everything else. I have some hope for the Christmas break, but after this last "break" I'm not so sure it'll be as restful as I need it to be. We'll see.
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